I’m never fucking good enough. I never will be.
I am not going to hide the fact that i get jealous easly. I think any girl the isn’t very confadent does. But my boyfriend talks to one of his exs alot and last night when he was over he was texting her alot and not talking to me as much as he normaly does, and when we were on the couch i could read his texts to her and he wasnt flurting but he asked her was she was up to and for some reason he doesnt ask me all that often. The same night he wanted me to go bowling with her and and her boyfriend. Later the plain changed and now its just my boyfriend and myself her and another one of her exs. I didnt want to go because the thought made me unconfortable. I can understand why their friends because her brother is my boyfriends best friend. But is it weird that they hang out together with his best friend there and weird that he wants me and her together in the same room? She also thought it would make me feel better if she talked to me, but when we were talking she was bitchy towards me and told my boyfriend i was being mean to her when i wasnt. any and all help would be graet.
Red: the ink of angry pens
Black: the coffee in my glass
Red: my final starts at dawn
Black: i’m gonna fail this class